Mortarboards and summer job applications, first and last months’ rent deposits, swimsuits, sunglasses and road trip plans fill June’s backpack. Trepidation, exhilaration and feelings of completion cushion these vital signs of graduation.
April is not really the calm before the storm, I mutter, as I throw the heavy backpack on the mossy rock during my hike. It is the proverbial (or literal) beginning of the downpour.
March’s backpack is full of awe. Fantastic, spectacular wonder. The third month’s philosophy holds a simple lesson in the exploration of astonishment, a revisiting of the adoration of amazement. It is a reminder that what we so often consider mundane, is, in fact, truly fantastic.
This month we arrive late, disheveled, sweaty and stressed as we prepare to open the philosopher’s backpack. Climbing to the jetty where the pack awaits, we hear a faint, methodic ticking. Ripping open the zipper with harried fingers, we find a clock, a sundial and a watch. “We don’t have time for these shenanigans!” we yell. “We are busy, you know!” we shout to the canyon space surrounding our rock, “Just tell me what I need to know and let’s get on with this month’s wisdom!”
There is a delicious scent in the air as we sit down to open January’s container of insight. Feelings of security and sated contentment overwhelm us. Nostalgic, poignant, emotional and powerful, this month’s vessel holds wisdom from the kitchen. It is an edible cultural identity, nourishment for both mind and body. January’s philosophy is one of food, of course.
November’s backpack holds an invitation to a table celebrating gratitude and courage, some wise words from a former president and a whole lot of what Dr. Brené Brown would define as vulnerability.
Two years ago this month, we first opened the Philosopher’s Backpack. As we hit through the cycle, we arrive where we began: postseason baseball. This October’s backpack holds a Rudyard Kipling poem, a Red Sox baseball hat and — dare this Boston fan admit? — a pinstriped jersey with the Captain’s number 2 on the back.
Opening August’s backpack is fairly difficult because, well, we seem to have misplaced it. We retrace our steps, trying to recall what we were doing before we lost it. Nevertheless, for a panicked moment or two, we cannot remember where we put it. When we do recover it, the relief of finding it is obscured by the realization of its curious contents.
July’s backpack contains the right stuff. As with so many philosophical discussions, the right stuff is a perplexing load to haul. If the pack is carried one way, it is burdensome; when it is worn another way, liberating. This month’s philosophy is anything but trendy. It is not fashionable, but the right stuff rarely is.
June is a sneaky month of transition. It is the month wherein we celebrate a slew of graduations, enlistments and marriages. Paradoxically, it is also the month we take vacations, celebrate Father’s Day and look forward to warmer weather. We simultaneously celebrate profound rites of passage and look forward to benign distractions of non-commitments, of whimsy, of pleasurable summer pursuits.
We don’t open this month’s backpack on a vista, in a peaceful setting or during a moment of sweet contemplation. This month’s backpack is found in the trenches. It is inaugurated in schools and reinforced in hospital wings. It is ripped open and then gently passed from one soul to another in mourning.
April’s attitude is cheeky, defiant and contagious. It is like an unruly hairstyle that won’t fit neatly under a hat. It’s surprisingly substantive, however, despite its love-at-first-sight optimistic brashness and its throw-caution-to-the-wind spirit. Its depth takes us off guard.
March’s backpack was left outside by accident, so it is pretty damp, fairly muddy and kind of stinky. Opening it hesitantly, we are a bit apprehensive about its contents knowing the papers are rain-damaged and most likely ruined.
Chained from childhood to one another in a darkened space with a fire lit behind us, casting shadows on the wall, the cave becomes our representation of reality — albeit a false one.
As we prepare to open January’s backpack with the hopes of finding some contemplative, stoic musings inside, it slips from our hands and falls down a cliff.
December’s experienced backpack sits on top of a pile of junk mail, circulars and printable coupon offers for discounts on a host of stuff.
November is misty, cool and enigmatic. It is charming, but not charismatic like December. It is resourceful, but not unpredictable like October. Determinedly placed between these two months, November is its own entity. It declines persuasion by cultural trends, but assuredly recognizes the influence of surrounding customs. It is dignified and respectful, but by no means is it dull or boring.
The content of October’s backpack is nothing new.
Possibility might not have a definitive scent or color attributed to it, but September’s philosophy proposes that unsharpened, No. 2 Ticonderoga pencils best represent it.
It is still summer, and we are trying to slow down the calendar to make the languid, lazy days of sunshine and bare feet remain a little longer. In this last month of the warmest season, we cling mercilessly to the idea that we don’t have to go back to real life quite yet. Not quite yet. The heaviness of August’s backpack, then, is particularly confusing. The backpack is exhaustingly heavy, and it is painful to carry its soggy load.
In the middle of July’s stifling, scorching heat, it would be a welcome relief to find a cold drink tucked inside the philosopher’s backpack. Perhaps we might find a practical umbrella to provide much-needed shade.
June’s backpack is wiggly and slightly heavier than usual, with sunflower seeds falling out of every opening. It holds sturdy bases, an antsy Bugs Bunny, a well-oiled, much-loved mitt, a ridiculous amount of the unknown and a little philosophy from John Rawls.